I feel in control of my life for the first time in a long time. I feel confident that my life will have purpose, happiness and love. I’m almost scared that I feel so confident. I keep reminding myself of all the work I’ve done to this point to get this feeling and that I don’t want to throw it away. So I believe the following factors have played a role in my control of my life
- My faith in God
- Set goals for life
- Loved ones
- Believe it or not my ex-wife
They have all been a big part of who I am today and will shape who I will grow to be in the future. It’s the most peaceful feeling knowing if you do the work everything will be ok and truly believe it!! I’m doing the work. I know I will have many bad days or bad things happen in my life but I feel equipped to handle them and use it as my motivation to continue to grow. Life is hard. You can either learn and grow. Or you can fade away, I chose to learn and grow.