Weird Feeling 

I feel in control of my life for the first time in a long time.  I feel confident that my life will have purpose, happiness and love.  I’m almost scared that I feel so confident.  I keep reminding myself of all the work I’ve done to this point to get this feeling and that I don’t want to throw it away.  So I believe the following factors have played a role in my control of my life 

  1. Sobriety 
  2. My faith in God
  3. Set goals for life
  4. Loved ones
  5. Believe it or not my ex-wife

They have all been a big part of who I am today and will shape who I will grow to be in the future.  It’s the most peaceful feeling knowing if you do the work everything will be ok and truly believe it!!  I’m doing the work.  I know I will have many bad days or bad things happen in my life but I feel equipped to handle them and use it as my motivation to continue to grow.  Life is hard.  You can either learn and grow.  Or you can fade away, I chose to learn and grow.  


Author: msoc14

I'm a highly motivated individual looking for new ideas and explore what my life has to offer me in the future.

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